Soraai

hidoku aimai na sora
ano koro no boku ni yoku niteru
hareru wake demo naku
ame ga furu wake demo naku
maru de jibun no mono mitai ni
boku yobu kimi ga suki datta
sono shunkan dake ha
boku no,
boku dake no kimi mitai de...

aisuru yue ni sabishiku natte
tsukaete ha kurushiku natte
konna fuu de shika kimi wo aisenakute
hontou ni, gomen ne

hareru wake demo nai sora wo
sore demo boku ha
kyou wo kitai shite ikitemiru
kimi ga boku ni kureta you ni
boku mo mata dareka wo
fukaku aisemasu you ni, to

ima ni natte omoeba
kimi mo mata boku to niteita ne
kitto konna boku dake ni
sabishii omoi shita darou...

aisuru yue ni kitsukaiatte
sagutte ha kanashiku natte
kizutsukeaeru hodo ni aiseta nara
kawaru koto atta ka na

hareru wake demo nai sora wo
sore demo boku ha
kyou wo kitai shite ikitemiru
bukiyou nagara mo aishita hibi ga
kasundeshimatte mo
kieru koto nante nai kara

utsurikawatteku kisetsu ga atte
boku mo sukoshi ha kawareta ka na
nanika wo mitsukerareta ka na
kono sora no mukou ni aru hikari no you ni
hareru wake demo nai sora wo
sore demo boku ha
kyou wo kitai shite ikitemiru
kimi ga boku ni kureta you ni
boku mo mata dareka wo
fukaku aisemasu you ni, to

ソラアイ

ヒドク曖昧な空
あの頃の僕によく似てる
晴れるわけでもなく
雨が降るわけでもなく
まるで自分のものみたいに
僕を呼ぶ君が好きだった
その瞬間だけは
僕の、
僕だけの君みたいで...

愛するゆえに寂しくなって
ツカエテは　苦しくなって
こんな風でしか君を愛せなくて
本当に、ごめんね

晴れるわけでもない空を
それでも僕は
今日を期待して生きてみる
君が僕にくれたように
僕もまた誰かを
深く愛せますように、と

今になって思えば
君もまた　僕と似ていたね
きっと　こんな僕だけに
寂しい思いしただろう...

愛するゆえに気遣い合って
サグッテは　悲しくなって
傷つけあえる程に愛せたなら
変わることあったかな

晴れるわけでもない空を
それでも僕は
今日を期待して生きてみる
不器用ながらも愛した日々が
かすんでしまっても
消えることなんてないから

移り変わってゆく季節があって
僕も少しは変われたかな
何かを見つけられたかな
この空のむこうにある光のように

晴れるわけでもない空を
それでも僕は
今日を期待して生きてみる
君が僕にくれたように
僕もまた誰かを
深く愛せますように、と

Sky Love

that terribly vague sky
reminds me of the way I used to be.
not quite clear,
not quite raining.
you used to call me to you
as if I was yours, I loved you.
only at that moment,
did it seem,
you were mine, and only mine...

I get lonely when I'm in love.
when I falter it starts to hurt
I'm so sorry,
I can't love you any other way.

The sky's not quite clear,
but still I try to live in hope
just as you gave to me,
I hope to love someone else as deeply.

Thinking back on it now,
you resembled me too.
I'm probably the only one
who could make you feel so miserable...

We're apprehensive with each other because we're in love
feeling one another out makes us sad
If we could have loved as much as we hurt each other,
maybe things would have been different.

The sky's not quite clear
but still I try to live in hope
even if the days I loved clumsilly,
start to blur, they will never fade completely.

the seasons continue to change
I wonder if maybe I've changed some
maybe I found something.
like the light beyond this sky.
The sky's not quite clear
but still I try to live in hope
just as you gave to me,
I hope to love someone else as deeply.