Kiwoku

Tada hitotsu dake no kiwoku mune no oku ni aru
Iroaseta kamikire ni wa egao ga nokotta
"Deawanakereba yokatta ne" to
Joudan demo doushite ieta darou
Kimi no sono yasashisa ni kizuki mo shinaide
Nani wo miteta no darou

Furimukeba itsumo soko ni
Kimi ga ite kureru you na ki ga shita
Usubeni no yuki ga matte
Kyou mo kawaranu kaze ga fuku
Mada jouzu ni waraenakute

Hi ga kureru no mo wasurete tashikameau you ni
Anna ni mo ai shita koto hokori ni omotta
Tamerai mo naku suki da nante
Iete shimau kimi ni shitto shite ita
Kimi wo suki da to omou kimochi ni
Riyuu nado nani mo iranakatta

Futari nara eien sae kanau mono da to
Shinjite ita ne
Dakishimeta sono nukumori
Ima mo kono te ni nokotteru
Omoide ni wa dekinakatta

Tsutaetai koto ga atta
Sore wa okashii hodo kantan de
Ushinatte yatto kizuku
Sore wa kakegae no nai mono

Furimukeba itsumo soko ni
Kimi ga ite kureru you na ki ga shita
Usubeni no yuki ga matte
Kyou mo kawaranu kaze ga fuku
Kiwoku no naka sagashite ita

キヲク

ただひとつだけのキヲク 胸の奥にある
色褪せた紙切れには笑顔が残った

「出逢わなければよかったね」と 冗談でもどうして言えただろう
君のその優しさに気付きもしないで 何を見てたのだろう

※振り向けばいつもそこに 君が居てくれるような気がした
薄紅ノ雪が舞って 今日も変わらぬ風が吹く※
まだ上手に笑えなくて

日が暮れるのも忘れて確かめあうように
あんなにも愛したこと誇りに思った

ためらいもなく好きだなんて 言えてしまう君に嫉妬していた
君を好きだと思う気持ちに 理由など何も要らなかった

ふたりなら永遠さえ叶うものだと信じていたね
抱き締めたそのぬくもり 今もこの手に残ってる
思い出には出来なかった

伝えたいコトがあった
それはおかしい程 簡単で
失ってやっと気付く
それはかけがえのないもの

(※くり返し)

キヲクの中 探していた

Memories

I have just one memory in my heart
Your smile remains in that faded scrap of paper
How was it that I was able to say “I wish we hadn’t met”
Even as a joke?
What was I looking at
If I didn’t even notice your tenderness?

Whenever I looked around
I always felt like you were right there
The light red snow dances
And the same wind blows today
I still can’t smile properly

I even forgot about the sun going down, I so wanted to be sure
I was proud that I loved you so much
I was jealous of you
For being able to say “I love you” without hesitation
I didn’t need any reasons
For loving you

I believed that even eternity would happen
If we were together
Even now, the warmth of holding you
Remains in my hands
I couldn’t turn you into a memory

I wanted to tell you something
It was strangely simple
It’s once you lose something
That you realise you can’t replace it

Whenever I looked around
I always felt like you were right there
The light red snow dances
And the same wind blows today
I searched in my memories