AMBIVALENCE
Kangae mo shinai you na sono taido
Kanjou no baransu ga kuzureteku lose control
Kansei no naka ni hisomekiau
Akuma ni mo nita sono egao
Nee kawaranu mono ga aru to iu no nara
Chanto me ni mieru you ni kono te ni todoku you ni
Sashinobete hoshii kawaita kokoro ni jounetsu no hana wo
Boku wa ai wo sagashiteru akireru hodo sagashiteru
Urei da namida wo dou yatte sukueru?
Mou zutto ai wo sagashiteru kanashii hodo sagashiteru
Kechirakasanaide kizuita kiseki
Musubareta ito nado nai tell me why
Joudan no tsumori da to iu keredo
Sono tabi ni ichiichi kizu ga tsuku
Nee daiji na mono ga aru to iu no nara
Motto kikoeru you ni kiete shimawanu you ni
Dakishimete hoshii furueru karada ni shinjitsu no ai wo
Boku wa itsumo sakenderu itai kurai sakenderu
Yurareta kokoro wo dou yatte sutereru
Hora sugu soba de sakenderu kareru kurai sakenderu
Obiekasanaide kore ijou nani mo
Tsunagareta asu wa aru? Tell me why
Boku wa ai wo sagashiteru akireru hodo sagashiteru
Urei da namida wo dou yatte sukueru?
Sou
Boku wa itsumo sakenderu itai kurai sakenderu
Yurareta kokoro wo dou yatte sutereru
Hora sugu soba de sakenderu kareru kurai sakenderu
Obiekasanaide kore ijou nani mo
Tsunagareta asu wa aru? Tell me why
AMBIVALENCE
I’d never imagined you’d have this attitude
The balance of my feelings is crumbling, lose control
Hidden in your cheering
Is a smile like the devil’s
Well, if you say some things won’t change
Hold it out so I can see it, so I can reach it
A flower of passion for my dried-up heart
I’m searching for love, you’d be amazed how hard I’m searching
I’m grieving, how can I rescue my tears?
I’ll keep searching for love forever, it’s sad how hard I’m searching
Don’t kick the miracles I’ve discovered around
There’s no thread connecting us, tell me why
You say you meant it as a joke
But every time you do it, it hurts me a little more
Well, if you say there’s something precious
I want you to hold me and show my trembling body true love
So I can hear it more, so it doesn’t go away
I’m always screaming, screaming so loud it hurts
How can I get rid of this shaken-up heart?
Listen, I’m screaming right beside you, screaming until I’m hoarse
Don’t threaten me anymore
Do we have a future together? Tell me why
I’m searching for love, you’d be amazed how hard I’m searching
I’m grieving, how can I rescue my tears?
Yeah
I’m always screaming, screaming so loud it hurts
How can I get rid of this shaken-up heart?
Listen, I’m screaming right beside you, screaming until I’m hoarse
Don’t threaten me anymore
Do we have a future together? Tell me why
Translation by Kiwi Musume