AMBIVALENCE Lyrics
AMBIVALENCE

Kangae mo shinai you na sono taido
Kanjou no baransu ga kuzureteku lose control

Kansei no naka ni hisomekiau
Akuma ni mo nita sono egao

Nee kawaranu mono ga aru to iu no nara
Chanto me ni mieru you ni kono te ni todoku you ni
Sashinobete hoshii kawaita kokoro ni jounetsu no hana wo

Boku wa ai wo sagashiteru akireru hodo sagashiteru
Urei da namida wo dou yatte sukueru?
Mou zutto ai wo sagashiteru kanashii hodo sagashiteru
Kechirakasanaide kizuita kiseki
Musubareta ito nado nai tell me why

Joudan no tsumori da to iu keredo
Sono tabi ni ichiichi kizu ga tsuku

Nee daiji na mono ga aru to iu no nara
Motto kikoeru you ni kiete shimawanu you ni
Dakishimete hoshii furueru karada ni shinjitsu no ai wo

Boku wa itsumo sakenderu itai kurai sakenderu
Yurareta kokoro wo dou yatte sutereru
Hora sugu soba de sakenderu kareru kurai sakenderu
Obiekasanaide kore ijou nani mo
Tsunagareta asu wa aru? Tell me why

Boku wa ai wo sagashiteru akireru hodo sagashiteru
Urei da namida wo dou yatte sukueru?
Sou

Boku wa itsumo sakenderu itai kurai sakenderu
Yurareta kokoro wo dou yatte sutereru
Hora sugu soba de sakenderu kareru kurai sakenderu
Obiekasanaide kore ijou nani mo
Tsunagareta asu wa aru? Tell me why
AMBIVALENCE

考えもしないようなその態度
感情のバランスが崩れてく lose control
歓声の中に潜めき合う
悪魔にも似たその笑顔

ねぇ 変わらぬものがあるというのなら
ちゃんと目に見えるように この手に届くように
さし伸べてほしい 乾いた心に情熱の花を

僕は愛を探してる 飽きれるほど探してる
憂いだ涙をどうやって救える?
もうずっと愛を探してる 悲しいほど探してる
蹴散らかさないで築いた軌跡
結ばれた糸などない tell me why

冗談のつもりだと言うけれど
その度にいちいち傷が付く

ねぇ 大事なものがあるというのなら
もっと聴こえるように 消えてしまわぬように
抱きしめて欲しい 震える身体に真実の愛を

僕はいつも叫んでいる 痛いくらい叫んでる
委ねた心をどうやって捨てれる?
ほらすぐ傍で叫んでる 枯れるくらい叫んでる
脅かさないでこれ以上何も
繋がれた明日はある? tell me why

僕は愛を探してる 飽きれるほど探してる
憂いだ涙をどうやって救える?
僕はいつも叫んでいる 痛いくらい叫んでる
委ねた心をどうやって捨てれる?
ほらすぐ傍で叫んでる 枯れるくらい叫んでる
脅かさないでこれ以上何も
繋がれた明日はある? tell me why
AMBIVALENCE

I’d never imagined you’d have this attitude
The balance of my feelings is crumbling, lose control

Hidden in your cheering
Is a smile like the devil’s

Well, if you say some things won’t change
Hold it out so I can see it, so I can reach it
A flower of passion for my dried-up heart

I’m searching for love, you’d be amazed how hard I’m searching
I’m grieving, how can I rescue my tears?
I’ll keep searching for love forever, it’s sad how hard I’m searching
Don’t kick the miracles I’ve discovered around
There’s no thread connecting us, tell me why

You say you meant it as a joke
But every time you do it, it hurts me a little more

Well, if you say there’s something precious
I want you to hold me and show my trembling body true love
So I can hear it more, so it doesn’t go away

I’m always screaming, screaming so loud it hurts
How can I get rid of this shaken-up heart?
Listen, I’m screaming right beside you, screaming until I’m hoarse
Don’t threaten me anymore
Do we have a future together? Tell me why

I’m searching for love, you’d be amazed how hard I’m searching
I’m grieving, how can I rescue my tears?
Yeah

I’m always screaming, screaming so loud it hurts
How can I get rid of this shaken-up heart?
Listen, I’m screaming right beside you, screaming until I’m hoarse
Don’t threaten me anymore
Do we have a future together? Tell me why
Translation by Kiwi Musume